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    • Monday, June 21, 2010

    Here's an update of what happen during my weekends.
    Friday, Shikin and I cab down to GF as usual -.- I went to train with Tj (Shikin's bf). Alright, it was quite good as we always play with each other. Greg cameand then I played with him cause the couple got to leave. Awkward, okay fucking maybe? I had to ask him to turn away when I was shooting so that I won't shake. Fuck that smell, that voice, that smile again. I cannot stand it, I feel like just hugging him or something. Nah, post-relationship depression thoughts as usual. Went to Balestier for Bak Kut Teh with Daniel and Ben for supper! Haha, Daniel offered to treat cause I'm broke. I was afraid that I don't have money to cab down in case I'm late for RP open. SP dudes are actually damn nice, I think I can stop stereotyping them already. Haha, just because of Daniel.


    So Saturday, RP open. Scary shit, shiver like crazy. Thought I was going to be late, then I cab down in the end wait until 3.30 then I played my first match. It was with Nigel (junior) then Skim, then JT (WTF RIGHT), then Samantha. I was trembling on my first match until I played with Skim. Then fucking chill... Sian, if I won Samantha I could have got into the top 4. I felt that I could have done better though :( At least I won my bet with Philip. Heh :D Fats came and fetched me after that. He damn fail, he don't even know how to come to GF. Haha, went to Villa Bali to have dinner then he dropped me off. He was going for the beer fest -.- liar, say want to date. Date my ass! Haha, anyway I got cramps so I got to go home too. Fucking painful can :( So I stayed at home all night and Gabriel came to take care of me. I asked him if I could see him but all he said was next week k, meeting my colleagues. Alright then :( Felt like shit though, I wanted him beside me.

    Sunday I was still having cramps! Since I have no food at home, no choice but to go out. So we went out! Went to Old airport, then we cab to his house to take cue then we go down to GF. So freaking lazy to take public transport can -.- Then we played until 9. Guess who's back?! Haha YAY! Happy to see him sial :D So gay but ya. He heng he bought me something otherwise he can roll back to Malaysia.

    Today morning still got cramps :( So I didn't go to school.

    I guess I'm right. Colleagues, work, pool, family. I don't see myself having a place in his heart. Maybe it's like that, when I first broke up, I had no feelings at all. Not even a sign of regret. Damn, but I miss him like fuck really. I feel like a loser though, I keep asking him for a chance, but I keep getting rejected. I don't know how to even go and fight. There are like two ways of looking at it. One is to fight for something you want, the other is to let go. I don't know which one I want, I know that I still want him but at the same time I feel like giving up to let go cause he seems happier.


    ACCEPTANCE 12:23 PM


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